you know what one of the worst feelings in the world is? when you’re really close with someone and suddenly a space starts growing between the two of you that you both acknowledge but are helpless to stop. and you try to hold onto it but somethings unconsciously shifted between the two of you so instead of best friends you become friends and then you barely speak at all until they become nothing more than a passing thought. good friendships dissolving into nothing is the worst kind of heart break.
(via brownbeyonce)
my 2016 goals plummeted all the way down to “survive” really quick
(Source: ulibeanz, via four-tenths-blog)
- Me: you know what I Wanna do?
- My mind: die?
- Me: no besides that
I really, really hate how awful I am in regards to keeping in contact with others. I want healthy and fulfilling relationships with my friends, but it’s very hard for me to wholly invest myself. I want to talk to you, but it’s difficult for me to muster the energy to do so sometimes. I want to hang out with you, but isolation also sounds nice right now. I’ll read your texts, but I’m not necessarily in the mood to reply at the moment. Then I feel anxious attempting to reach out when I do have the energy and I am in a good mood because I feel like I pushed you away and you dislike me now, so I usually remain isolated. I feel selfish because of it. And I feel like a bad friend.
(Source: 67888875322467, via szaphir)
- what i say: i'm bored
- what i mean: none of my usual hobbies are stimulating enough for me anymore because i am dead inside and i am desperately craving human interaction in a vain attempt to keep myself from slipping into the abyss of insanity
I wish I wasn’t so annoying like I even piss myself off
(via clearly-clarity)
im on my way to mcdonalds does anyone want something off the dollar menu
the will to continue living
j6:
back by unpopular demand: me
(via fractured-dreaming)
i'm aether and i love to sin. (she/her)
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